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Pastoral Padre

August 30, 2010 By: Alan Category: Fully Alive, army, faith, fresh expressions, young

You might have guessed from the fewer posts in the last couple of weeks, that I’ve been away!  There is much to catch you up with though, so please don’t give up on us!  The first couple of weeks in my summer break were spent, as usual, with the Wiltshire Army Cadet Force, who were based at an Engineers’ Camp down at Chickerell near Weymouth. 

We take away some 300 cadets, aged from 12 – 18, and some 80 adults, who I do admire for all the hours and energy that they offer these young people.  As you will know, when you take people out of their usual surroundings and circumstances, you’ll find that all kinds of issues and emotions emerge.   For two weeks, these good people become my “parish”, and I live and work alongside them as we undertake all kinds of activities, physical, emotional, and spiritual. 

After some eight years, I am now an accepted part of the whole community, offering a listening ear to all souls, whether they have a particular faith or none, and I have found an amazing amount of ministry, which challenges and rewards.  Last year I baptised two members in the sea off Cornwall, and this year I have attended the funeral of a wife of one of our officers, and I have just conducted a funeral for one of our female officers.  Next week, I will conduct the marriage service for two of our NCOs.  Most of the pastoral work involves people wanting to discuss relationships, worries about friends and families, and hopes and ambitions for themselves and the future.

It is no holiday, but I do throw myself into all the activities, and try to live alongside these people as I know that Christ would do, and indeed did!   I was captured during an exercise when I was being transported down to negotiate with a group of insurgent terrorists; and after a period of time, I was rescued by another unit, and grateful for the care and attention that the padre usually is afforded.  The photo shows you that I try and blend in to whatever background circumstances are – although my hands need a little more camouflage cream!  Fresh air, solid food, and companions to journey with – what more could a padre ask for?

It all depends where you stand …

July 08, 2010 By: Alan Category: children, fresh expressions, mission, schools, spirituality, vocations, young

A recent lunch with one of our colleagues from the Diocesan Board of Education led to a very interesting conversation around the relationships between our church schools and our parishes. 

For many years, new clergy appointments to a parish would not even include a visit to the school, let alone ask the Head Teacher or Chair of Governors to be part of the interview process.  Now, of course, the Parish Profile for the new priest will include details of schools, and the interview process most often includes a visit to the school, some interface with the staff and pupils, and some informal interview with the school Head or Governors.

Our conversation came around to the appointment of school chaplains, in particular to the new Academies.  Full time school chaplains are a luxury, and indeed, with a decreasing number of stipendiary clergy, would there be a sufficient pool of potential clergy to meet these new appointments?  I pushed the boundaries a little further.  I was certain that these school chaplain appointments could not successfully be part time appointments with dual roles including a parish priest role – the management of the boundaries does prove a challenge.  I had been a part-time chaplain to a joint Anglican-Catholic Secondary School, and it was hugely fulfilling, but also a huge frustration, and the scope for developing the role could not happen whilst I was still expected to be in the parish five days a week.

So – do we need to continue to look for parish clergy who are able to offer some chaplaincy role to the school?  Or, if you consider the development of our school age children between 5-18 years to be the urgent priority for our faith community, do we need to look for clergy who are full time school chaplains, based in our primary and secondary schools, who can offer a couple of  days a week to be chaplains to our congregations? 

What difference would it make if we trained all our clergy to be school chaplains, as the norm, and then let them use their spare time at evenings, weekends and school holidays for work in the parish, developing teams of lay ministers and ordained assistant ministers to be the church presence throughout the parish during the day?

What difference would it make …?  Where do you stand …?

Sunday, Funday, Finalé

June 16, 2010 By: Alan Category: Fully Alive, area news, faith, farewells, fresh expressions, local organisations, mission, pilgrimage, prayer, rural church, spirituality, wellbeing, worship

Well the last day dawned for the band of happy pilgrims, and the Team scattered ourselves throughout the parishes for Sunday worship in the morning.  I was detailed to go to East Grafton Church, St Nicholas, another first for me.  It is the most enchanting church, a little miniature copy of St Mary and Nicholas, Wilton, as you can see from the photo. 

I preached, and Rodney Harrison – the Team Vicar presided at a Common Worship service.  It was good to see people from the area there, and I was starting to catch names and faces that I’ve been encountering during the week.  In fact I preached on the subject of encounter, and that when we encounter Jesus, then he joins us on our journey, and then he changes us, and we join him on his journey – or at least I think I said something like that!

After bidding farewell at the door, I took myself over to Chute Causeway, and joined John and Rachel at the Tedworth Downland Ride and BBQ.  There were loads of horses, riders, and happy watchers, as the competitors took themselves along a ten mile fun ride course, and enjoyed the most beautiful scenery.  We stayed behind of course, and chatted and ate, and enjoyed the atmosphere of country people, enjoying country rides.  I was fortunate to gain a seat on a horse, and I think Rachel has some photos.  I used to ride around my country parishes, and it was so nice to be back in the saddle.  I enjoyed myself very much, and will certainly try and get a ride or two from time to time, and in honour of this, I was presented with a bright green rosette – which later confused people who thought I was a green party candidate!  I was certainly hungry, and we consumed, I think between us, one of everything from the BBQ and bar!

Moving on, we team went our separate ways, me to my host and hostess to pack up, say a huge thank you for the marvellous hospitality and generous giving of time and accommodation for this past week.  People are so open and welcoming to pilgrims I find.

Finally, we all gathered at the Crofton Beam Engine site for our closing act of worship – a Songs of Praise, and celebration of our week, with the reading of the winning entries in the poetry competition.  Music was provided by the Phoenix Brass Band, and Rodney compered the worship.  Bishop Stephen gave the final blessing, and as we shared the Peace, the heavens opened and were blessed by a heavy shower which encouraged people to continue their own pilgrimage journey. 

This is not the end of a week’s pilgrimage, but merely the start of another stage of a journey in the parishes and communities that make up the Pewsey Deanery.  Thanks to you all, and may God bless you, and may Jesus be your constant companion and guide, and may the Holy Spirit empower and direct you to serve him, and those with whom you share your lives.

Up early and ever upwards, and onwards

June 16, 2010 By: Alan Category: Food and Drink, Fully Alive, fresh expressions, mission, pilgrimage, prayer, rural church, social comment, spirituality, wellbeing

Friday morning – it was 0700, and around 25 men gathered at the foot of Martinsell hill near Wootton Rivers.  Various bits of kitchen kit were unloaded from vehicles and soon we were walking up the hill.  It was a glorious morning, and great views across the Pewsey Vale.  Soon the smell of bacon and sausages was drifting through our conversations, and then tomatoes too were sizzling in the pan.  Baps were filled and hungrily consumed, merely causing the conversations to become drawn out, rather the ceasing.  Well fed, and orange juice, coffee and teas washed down, we sat on rugs or chairs and listened to an inspiring talk from Bishop Stephen about encountering the risen Jesus in our daily lives.  We ended with some helpful prayer. At 0830, a scampering from the working men back down the hill and into their workplaces indicated that it was time for us to pack up and clear off.  A great start to the day; good companions and thoughts for the road.

Called Together

June 08, 2010 By: Alan Category: faith, fresh expressions, pilgrimage, prayer, spirituality, worship

Worship is central to the Pewsey Deanery Pilgrimage, and each morning we arrive at a different parish to celebrate the new day, a simple morning prayer, and a not so simple breakfast!  It is good to come together and share the stories of the previous day, and to look ahead as each of the team heads out to undertake a bespoke programme of visits and events. 

Last night, at All Saints Burbage, a worship team, led by Rev Robert Grist, and Mrs Harriet Naylor, and others, led us into a beautiful meditative act of worship entitled “Called Together”.  With careful lighting, superb use of cloth materials and music, and pieces of broken driftwood, with each of our names written on them, we were led into a meditation on Luke 5:4-11, the story of Jesus calling the fishermen, and making them not just useful fishermen, but fishers of all people.  Robert and his family wonderfully created a picture of a beach, with waves and seashore, the lake, and a beautiful sky, with sun and clouds.  As the story unfolded additional materials were used to build up the picture in the chancel of the church.  We were invited to place our pieces of driftwood onto the beach and seashore, and then Robert gathered up the fragments and carefully arranged them into a boat, with mast and sails.  That we were now all bound together in a safe boat, with Jesus, and the Holy Spirit directing and filling our lives.

After a while we were invited to come forward and be anointed with oil, as fishers of people, and we took a beautiful cut and shaped Fimo fish from a basket, to remind us that we are all seekers and sharers of the Gospel.  We ended the liturgy with sharing the Peace, and I for one, felt uplifted and inspired by the creative prayer.  It did not seem appropriate to take photos of the display, but thanks Robert, and your team, for a truly helpful act of worship.

Unite FC

June 05, 2010 By: Rachel Category: Food and Drink, Fully Alive, area news, fresh expressions, local organisations, pilgrimage

Like the others I have been preparing for the forthcoming pilgrimage. Today I went to sit, on a sunny afternoon, in a meadow attached to Standen House in Chute Standen to watch a group of people who had written and were performing their play.

The basic story is of a journey of self discovery – I won’t tell you any more as I hope that you will go tomorrow (Sunday) to see it yourself (cost is £10 and tickets can be brought on the gate). There were actors but also wonderful puppets of wolves, dogs and other animals; there were birds of all sorts of shapes and colours including a wonderful peacock with a proper tail; snails, rabbits and a bee. There was a nod towards Harry Potter with birds bringing messages and one to Monty Python involving a parrot. Unfortunately I didn’t think of taking a photo to add to this post.

It was a wonderful afternoon finishing with cream teas at the village hall, highly recommended.

SSF & SsC: Strictly Come Ladies

May 21, 2010 By: Alan Category: Fully Alive, fresh expressions, mission, wellbeing

After another full on week, this evening saw me attending another one of the events in my visit to the Sarum St Francis, and Stratford sub Castle benefice here in Salisbury.  A week or so ago, I was given a hand made, pink invitation, complete with sequins, jewels, and pink pompoms, suggesting I was welcome to the Strictly Come Ladies evening, which this evening was a Book and CD Swap Night [with Chocolate Fountain]. 

My first thought – what shall I wear; formal, informal, pink?  I opted for a clerical shirt, jeans and casual shoes.  I wonder if anyone actually noticed [or cared!] what I wore?  The church hall room was nicely set out with tables and chairs and a long table down the centre of the room was filling up with the CDs and books.  We [I made sure Paul Taylor the Vicar chaperoned me] were warmly welcomed by Katie the group’s convener, and were quickly chatting to some of the members.

It was good to see such a wide range of ages [one of the aims is to have someone from every decade from 20 – ?!?  It was a great mix of church members and their friends, and if the happy buzz meant anything, it was clearly a meeting place and swap-shop of news and views.  I carried on chatting and then noticed the choclate fountain, and knew I had to investigate.  This impressive piece of technology was popular, and the fresh fruit option was complimented by marshmallows, and I tipped my wooden stick with a mallow and dipped it into the flowing chocolate.  Mind you don’t get the liquid choc down your shirt Jeansy!  No problem!  Bulls-eye, and very nice too!

A great evening for the ladies to gather and share time and fellowship.  Paul and I tactfully, and tactically withdrew leaving them to their evening.  To the Ladies – cheers, and a wonderful way to gather friends and colleagues into the hospitality of the local faith community.  Next time?  Summer Crafts and High Tea in June, and Mexican Night in July.  Check out their website for more details.

SSF & SsC: Awakenings!

May 06, 2010 By: Alan Category: faith, fresh expressions, mission, music, parish news, spirituality, worship, young

SSF?  SSC? This time, not the Society of St Francis, nor the Society of the Holy Cross, but the Benefice of Sarum St Francis, and Stratford sub Castle, on the northern outskirts of Salisbury.  I’m starting another Parish Pastoral Visit – and regular blogwatchers will know that in the past this has been two or three days intensive visits within a particular place working alongside the local ministry team.  It is one of the best things about being an Archdeacon, seeing, listening, and reflecting on what God is doing in this world.

I’m with Rev Paul Taylor and Rev Gale Hunt, and their colleagues, and rather than the intensive two or three days, Paul has identified a number of events that he wants me to observe, and last night was the first.  Awakenings! is a Fresh Expression of church, held at Sarum St Francis church each Wednesday evening.  Once a month it is focused within worship in church, and the other evenings they meet for Bible study, prayer, and social activities, such as pub walks.  It is aimed at the twenty-thirty age group – so it is not a youth club, but aims to fill the gap that so many congregations seem to have.

We started at 1930, quite normal for church evening events.  We met at the back of church, where there is a cafe style seating area and coffee bar.  We had real, decent coffee!  And a selection of cakes [I swooped on the chocolate cornflakes] and then met up, introduced ourselves and chatted.  I chatted to people about what makes good church for them [mainly a warm welcome; that people will talk to them; the worship is attractive and accessible; and the message useful and encouraging for their daily lives]. Election hopes [a government that will help people into employment - several people are looking for first jobs] Family life [several people had very young children, or expecting new borns, and a church that can accommodate the whole family without any worries is important].

Around 2000 the worship began, lights were dimmed, and a music band led the worship songs.  The band was led by an acoustic guitar, and lead guitar, a bass guitar, drums and keyboards, with two vocalists.  The songs I noticed were mostly around the theme of hope in God, and assurance in Christ.  They were in the ballad style, and people tended to sit and listen then join in when they felt ready and able.  There was sofa seating at the front of the church, that was popular [Anglicans? Front of the church?]  Some stood at times, but mostly people sat, relaxed, and engaged with the worship as appropriate for them.  There was not much prayer, a little extempore prayer at one point, and then some prayer before and after the address. 

The address was on the theme of worship, and led by a teacher and mother, who had carefully researched the topic and took us through the Qs: What is worship? Why is worship important? Why worship?  Early in the address she engaged us by giving out sheets of paper with WORSHIP printed down the page and invited us to suggest words against each letter, which built up into a collage of expressions of what we all thought worship was.  She used helpful scripture texts, and reflected that children often are able to worship spontaneously, and that we should seek to be about to see worship as all day, every day, and ended with Ps 150.  We then stood to sing the final worship song and then at around 2130, ended.  Tidying up with the leadership group at the end, I had the opportunity to hear a little more about the ambitions of the service, and that some 25-40 people now regularly attend the event, from various churches across Salisbury, and from different denominations.

The start of the pastoral visit – a good start, and I’m looking forward to telling you more about what this benefice is doing to enable God’s mission and ministry in this place.  Check out their  website for details of this event and others: http://www.st-francischurch.org.uk/

Guest Editor for April’s Mags

May 01, 2010 By: Alan Category: area news, children, fresh expressions, music, parish news, rural church, schools, worship, young

I’m very grateful to Sharon for acting as the guest editor  for last month’s parish magazine reviews.  I am always pleased to receive parish magazines, and always read them.  I try to pull out the innovative ideas from them, and wish to share the good news.  However, from time to time, it is good to get another’s perspective on the news. Thanks Sharon for a new pair of eyes on this aspect of our Area Life.

Benefice of St Bartholomew

Taking ‘fellowship’ to the max:  Benefice Autumn sailing trip. An epic journey to France crewed entirely by the benefice! Aboard the Morning Star 62ft Ketch ( a boat of elegant proportions by the sound of it!) take the opportunity to get to know your fellow travellers and a bit of French shopping to boot! Sounds an ideal way to follow in the footsteps of the first ‘fishers of men’ and share some special time together. No sleepwalkers though!

 If you fancy something more rooted and on terra firma……try TOAST (time on a Sunday together) a family friendly start to the day….breakfast at 9.30! Semley School Hall each month. What a great idea to gather the whole church and domestic family together, and then move into church – gets the gossip and prayer foci sorted before the service.

 Arrowhead….the parish mag for Chitterne Orcheston, Shrewton and Tilshead must take this months prize for maximum use of space. I never thought it possible to get so much into an A5 MAGAZINE …

60 pages of info, events, recipes, ideas and news! Not to mention congratulations to Karen who raised £1200 on a Skydive for the New Life project (Baby Survival Equipment)

 The Bridge..and speaking of congratulations…..Well done to Woodford Valley Choir for their Merit Certificates at The Salisbury Music Festival…complimented for their ‘excellent tone and intonation’!

 Focus (Tisbury Community) offer something different in aid of The Sudan and Salisbury Hospice……..a talk on Catherine the Great by Professor of History and Politics at Moscow University: Ludmilla Selezvena.  There’s some church and culture for you! 

St Thomas Ensbury Park

[I know this is out of Area, but Alan's roots  go deep!]  If you fancy a bit more history get hold of the parish mag for St Thomas…they have a page of ‘dates in history’ for each month. Fascinating and useful at those awkward silences in coffee mornings! So brush up your general  knowledge…..April 20th Napoleon’s birthday. 1st April 1918 formation of RAF! Also useful for those fundraising quizzes!

 Whiteparish

Date for your diary if you can make it…….All Saints Church Choir sing Evensong at Southwark Cathedral…..a proud moment for all.  What a fine achievement for the parish choir to get to sing in a prestigious setting.

 

If you don’t see your parish magazine listed, why not send it to me?

Good Friday Thoughts by Bishop Stephen

April 19, 2010 By: Rachel Category: churches, faith, fresh expressions, mission, prayer, spirituality, worship

My apologies for the delay in blogging this.

Good Friday 2010 – Station 3: Jesus Before the Sanhedrin and Peter’s Denial

When it comes to false accusations, the best lies are always those which have a semblance of truth within them. Jesus’ reputation is turned against him. He is a miracle worker, people flock to him, so he must be dangerous. Other people claiming to be the messiah had arisen before, even in his lifetime; but Jesus is the one who made it to Jerusalem. All the others got finished off beforehand. He caused disruption in the Temple, disturbing people going about their business. Actually, that was just a foretaste of his destructive tendencies, they say. He plans to knock the Temple down. And he must be destructive AND mad, because he says he will rebuild it in three days. It’s blasphemy anyway, so we’ve got him on all counts – mad, bad and dangerous to know.

On the whole we expect a fair trial. There are lawyers in this crowd whose lives are dedicated to making this a reality. But this is not what persecuted Christians can expect in Zimbabwe, or Iraq, in Nigeria or Egypt. This trial is a cynical set-up job as the High Priest gives away. The outcome of this trial is a foregone conclusion. This is a political tidying-up operation by colluding authorities.

Jesus absorbs it all. He is handed over to the smiters, the initiative seemingly taken out of his hands. The beginning of his ministry is signalled by the Baptist pointing to him and saying, ‘Behold, the Lamb of God’. And it has come to this: the lamb is already trussed for sacrifice.

Caiaphas says that it is right that one die that the nation live. How ironic is that? The priest thinks the end justify the means. Yet the end of this is meant to be precisely that the nation lives, to become a ‘chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s own people, that you may declare the wonderful deeds of him who called you out of darkness into his marvellous light.’

I wonder who wrote that? Oh, yes it was Peter. But, like us, he has a long way to travel yet. If Jesus is to rebuild his temple in three days that is going to be in us. Right now, though, the truth of Jesus is stolen out of his mouth and now the reality of relationship is denied by his friend. He is on the way to becoming a non-person to whom anything can be done.

O Saviour of the World who by your cross and precious blood have redeemed us… Save us and help us we humbly beseech you, O Lord.

Good Friday 2010 – Station 4: Jesus Before Pontius Pilate

Poll taxes are never popular in any era, and certainly not in Judaea. It was the bitterest evidence of Roman control. Pharisees had tried to catch Jesus out about whether the tax should be paid. He looked at the face embossed on the coinage and teased them: he told them to pay to Caesar what belonged to Caesar and to God what belonged to God.

Jesus was not saying that. The Messiah stands before Pilate. He is not just the stamp of God on the currency. He is himself the source of all riches and all authority given to him by the Father. He has come not to flout the law but to complete it. Caesar has been given authority for a time but from whence does it spring? Only from God. We have to make choices about the currency we are prepared to spend as citizens under God. How we vote, how we spend our money, whom we bank with, what time we make for public service in the community – all of this counts as part of our citizenship of heaven right now. The choices will not always be the same; but are always made in the presence of the God who is king of all.

This is why Pilate keeps trying to divert this into an entirely religious fight, to deflect significance. He despises these stiff-necked Jews who will not worship Caesar. They have been nothing but trouble since Rome annexed them thirty years before. He uses Jesus to taunt them, to make them call on Caesar through gritted teeth. This will make an elegant and witty report to Emperor Tiberius and might get him preferment to a better position. After all, Tiberius thrives on the humiliation of others.

But Jesus, for all that he is already bruised and beaten, does not appear humiliated. ‘Are you a king then?’ ‘Yes, I am a King.’ Now this becomes all the more difficult. This man has already disturbed his wife’s sleep and what if his own slumbering conscience might be stirring? This is the servant of an empire with great roads, philosophy and poetry, but which makes throwing people to wild animals into entertainment. It is a further irony, then, that this Procurator presents us with THE Man, with the new Adam who will overcome Adam’s sin by which he is so surrounded in this scene. Still, for Pilate it must be just an administrative decision. It is like standing on the steps down to the gas chambers at Auschwitz and hearing people say, ‘I was just obeying orders.’

O Saviour of the World who by your cross and precious blood have redeemed us…Save us and help us we humbly beseech you O Lord

Good Friday 2010 – Station 5: Jesus Falls/ Simon of Cyrene takes the cross

Jesus has been staggering along under the cross along uneven streets, at the hottest time of the day, the cross-beam snagging against protrusions from shops and houses on either side. He is felled as much by the deafening noise of the crowd as by the weight of the wood. He falls and it must be clear to the soldiers that there will be no promise of a spectacle if he cannot take another step. Like all soldiers, they improvise.

In the gospels, Jesus’ prediction of his coming Passion is accompanied by the invitation to take up our cross (daily) and follow him. We are used to concentrating on the nice picture of Jesus calling fishermen and gathering women and men around him at parties. But Simon is called out of a crowd, from spectator to actor in an instant. He and his sons have come into Jerusalem as tourists and are going to leave as pilgrims, just as many do who come to our cathedral and churches in Salisbury.

Jesus calls us o’er the tumult as we know; but often he calls us directly within the tumult as well when we might so easily fall under the deafening roar of church pronouncements, or the evil of child abuse by clergy or any other disciple, or find ourselves with those who expect to be met by deafening silence because they are poor or black or not PLU, people like us. If this makes us fall, then we are kneeling beside the fallen Jesus.

When we are on our knees in despair or aching alongside another in need, Jesus invites us to expect him to be kneeling with us. He is inviting us to be part of his aching heart now. The prophet Jeremiah wore a yoke around his shoulders as a sign of the weight of Babylonian power which had to be endured until the promised deliverance. We know that deliverance is at hand. Jesus invites everyone who is weary and carrying heavy burdens to come to him because he will give us rest. He says, ‘Take my yoke upon you and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble of heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.’ Of course, we feel the weight of the cross, and we wonder how the burden can be light. Yet, like Simon of Cyrene, we realise that we are invited to carry the cross but not hang upon it. We are invited to be broken but never to be destroyed.

O Saviour of the World who by your cross and precious blood have redeemed us…Save us and help is we humbly beseech you O Lord

Good Friday 2010 – Station 6: Trial Before Herod

Herod Antipas is not the king his father was. He is a Carry On king, held in contempt by Romans and Jews alike, a comic figure but for the petty power he wields. ‘Infamy, infamy, they’ve all got it in for me.’ He is like Mussolini after the Germans really took power in Italy. All the strutting is possible only because of a military occupation.

His father, Herod the Great, was feared as a monster and killed thousands without mercy as a matter of policy to hold onto power. This Herod is superstitious and decadent. He fears John the Baptist as a prophet; but then actually has him executed out of lust and a woman’s spite.

Herod is like the emperor with no clothes, but he knows it. Whatever the pomp he is allowed, he sees that he is not robed in majesty. And now he meets this Jesus whom he sees as a successor to John the Baptist and he is hardly robed at all. And yet there is an inner majesty about him.

It is said that people most want to destroy that which reveals their own poverty of nature. Herod now wants some sport, some way to assert his ramshackle rule over the silent Messiah. The priests – who normally are his critics – will let him do what he wants so long as he gives them the outcome they say their law demands in the end. It is a tormentor’s paradise. We can think of our own modern parallels.

And rulers learn to close ranks when any threat is perceived. Shared enemies can make us friends. We connive together by defining ourselves over against the other. Jesus has refused to define himself over against anyone. He has rebuked Pharisees, of course, but has also eaten in their homes. He has crossed words with scribes; but has also taught one to know who his neighbour is in the parable of the Good Samaritan. He knows that this objectifying of the other only leads to violence in the end. I am not like you so I can make you into pornography, drive you out of my country and eventually be so separate from you that it is alright to kill you.

Jesus will not do this violence to anyone. He will not make anyone the scapegoat; so the logic is that he becomes the scapegoat himself. He takes all this violence upon himself just as Pilate and Herod smile at one another.

O Saviour of the World who by your cross and precious blood have redeemed us….Save us and help us we humbly beseech thee O Lord

Good Friday 2010 – Station 7: Jesus Meets the Women & Children of Jerusalem

The ways in which we show our grief as human beings are very varied but strangely unite us. When we watch film of funerals in Israel or Gaza, Jewish and Palestinian mothers weep in the same way. At Wootton Bassett, the grieving crowd is united in respect for the fallen and in solidarity with lovers, parents, children and siblings.

We witness here the unity in anticipated grief of an element in the crowd that is not baying for Jesus’ blood. The ones who show solidarity with him, even if they do not understand what is going on, are themselves the vulnerable.

These are the ones who have reason to know what a dangerous place Jerusalem already is, who are already victims of the occupation. While some of their men folk plot rebellion and others gather at the trough, there is trouble brewing. This is the holiest of places where God’s glory dwells; but it has been over-run so many times before. God’s glory has gone into exile with them when they sat down and wept by the rivers of Babylon; but they stand here watching evil men wanting to snuff out that glory shining out of this wounded Christ.

Isaiah called Jerusalem ‘mother’; but what will become of these mothers and their daughters when in the next generation Jerusalem will not just be occupied but obliterated, and a new city built over it deliberately as though it had never been? And what about the lot of the daughters of Wau or of Western Equatoria in the Sudan now? They are 90% illiterate, have the worst maternity care in the world and have experienced rape and murder and huge internal displacement through generation after generation.

Jesus offers no false comfort to them, no easy answers. But he offers them himself. He speaks of himself as the mother hen, wanting to gather her chicks under her wings. He is in solidarity with all mothers, all those whose every energy is outpoured in steadfast love for the little ones, even if that means death for the mother. He loves all who endure and all who succumb.

St Anselm of Canterbury wrote:
“Jesus, like a mother you gather your people to you; you are gentle with us as a mother with her children. Often you weep over our sins and our pride. Tenderly you draw us from hatred and judgement. You comfort us in sorrow and bind up our wounds, in sickness you nurse us, and with pure milk you feed us.”

Two centuries later, Dame Julian of Norwich took up the theme:
“Christ came in our poor flesh to share a mother’s care. Our mothers bear us for pain and death; our true mother, Jesus, bears us for joy and endless life. Christ carried us within him in love and travail, until the full time of his passion. And when all was completed and he had carried us so for joy, still all this could not satisfy the power of his wonderful love.”

O Saviour of the World who by your cross and precious blood have redeemed us…Save us and help us we humbly beseech you O Lord

Good Friday 2010 – Station 8: Jesus Meets His Mother

So many medieval representations of the Blessed Virgin pose her seated and holding the Christ Child. Although naturally she is the larger figure, she is quite deliberately shaped architecturally and not naturally. Why? Because her lap is Christ’s first throne. Just as the wood of the manger looks forward to the wood of the cross, so her lap is the throne before the cross. She bears him, she holds him, feeds him and with Joseph loves him. He grows into his full stature as the power of the Holy Spirit grows in him AND because, even when they do not understand, they love him.

How must it have been for Mary, though, to have an internal clock ticking in her heart waiting for pain and loss. I cannot imagine what it is like for every mother with a boy or girl in Afghanistan where every unexpected phone call or ring of the door bell brings terror. Mary is with all of them. The whole of heaven and earth held its breath waiting for Mary’s answer to the angel. She said yes to the world being turned upside down by her child. But old Simeon who is like the whole First Covenant waiting for the promise of the New, hints to her how this new Covenant will actually be cemented; and it is going to hurt her so badly it will be like a sword thrust into her heart.

Now she knows the truth of it. She is surrounded by her own people baying for the blood of her son. Once before, early in his ministry, she tried to pull him back from what she saw as danger and his response was to redefine the nature of family and to see his mother and sisters and brothers in those hanging on his words.

Those medieval statues and many Eastern icons show this seated Mary holding Jesus out to the world. It is as if she is beginning to realise, however costly this is to her, that she must give him away.

Today we are invited first to shed those images of Jesus we have which defy reality, which we secretly know are comforting fantasies or ways of relating to him which were appropriate at one time but no longer. As Simone Weil wrote, we sometimes have to let go of Jesus in order to find him. In any case, we have to face the fact that he is always breaking out of the categories we try to box him in.

And, like Mary, we have to learn how to give Jesus away to others. We have to be truly convinced in our hearts that his love grows as it is more widely shared. He does not need our protection; but he does want each of us to be a throne from which he leaps.

O Saviour of the World who by your cross and precious blood have redeemed us…Save us and help us we humbly beseech you O Lord

Good Friday 2010 – Station 9: Jesus Is Prepared For Crucifixion

Have you ever wondered why there is such an industry of books and films about Jesus which are so far-fetched but which tell us that the gospel is unbelievable? I think that it is so hard for those authors and dramatists – and for us quite often, too – to think that this might all be real. We recoil from the affront of it. If this story we are re-telling today were the stuff of modern Hollywood fantasy, Jesus would have been rescued by now in The Bourne Intervention or The Quantum Crucifixion. I sat next to a lady at a performance of Jesus Christ Superstar. It ends with the crucifixion and as the curtain came down she leant across and remarked that you’d have thought they could have come up with a happy ending.

But friends, this is not the fairy tale that some would like or a bigger and better re-make: this is the real thing. Nor is this how we would have predicted that God would reveal his perfect sacrificial love to us. This is the real thing. No one could ever be fully alive but for this. Jesus goes to this death freely for our salvation. Sin is nailed. Death will be undone. But only because he gives everything in obedience to his Father for us, for the whole universe.

This is the fulfilment of the promise of the First Covenant so that old Simeon could depart in peace. Yet it is an uncomfortable fulfilment not of a knock-down messiah, a warrior David, but of the one who has “surely borne our infirmities and carried our diseases; yet we accounted him stricken, struck down by God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the punishment that made us whole, and by his bruises we are healed.”

So he is silent now, just being done to. These soldiers signed up for glory and camaraderie in battle, not for this. The soldiers treat Jesus with unnecessary cruelty. After all, they signed up to be heroes, not to do this dirty work. Anyway, it is his own fault, he should not keep looking at them like that. The scripture is fulfilled but he is now that non-person for whom there is no compunction. “We held him of no account”; only his robe is worth gambling for.

O Saviour of the World who by your cross and precious blood have redeemed us….Save us and help us we humbly beseech you O Lord

Good Friday 2010 – Station 10: The Crucifixion

The first nail is driven into him. “Father, forgive them”. “Behold nothing deserving death can I find against him….” But they cried, “Give us Barabbas … Crucify him, crucify him”! “Father, forgive them”. The second nail bites his flesh. Peter called down a curse upon himself and said, “I do not know the man”. The final nail is driven into his flesh. “Father forgive them”.

The only person who suddenly understands what is really happening is a thief. He knows that he deserves punishment for his evil deeds. At the same time, perhaps he is lamenting that never in his life has he had any chance to step out of the gutter, away from poverty and violence. In the midst of his agony, he experiences real hope and love for the first time. He realises that this man beside him is not only innocent of any crime, but even from the Cross has the power to change the thief’s life. The thief is left with the ultimate choice between dying the tough guy, spitting God in the face and surrendering his will and facing God in sorrow and love. The die is cast: “Remember me when you come into your kingdom”. Jesus says: “Today you will be with me in Paradise”.

In the midst of the settling of scores and the baying for blood, there is hope for all sinners. From the perspective of the cross, we can see that the problem is not that God withholds mercy from us, but that we refuse it. To accept mercy is to accept the need to change; yet our sins are comfortably cruel, like spiritual arthritis. Whatever the excuse, the thief is proof that forgiveness has no sell-by date. The slate is clean for eternal life.

The pain is not finished for Jesus, hanging on that tree. I cherish the song, Strange Fruit. This song gained currency in jazz clubs between the Wars and came to be associated especially with Billie Holliday. ‘The strange fruit hanging on the poplar tree’ were the victims of lynchings in the American Deep South, people killed in a frenzy of hate for no good reason. Well, think today of this strange fruit: Incarnate Love is violently stripped and bound that we might be clothed in freedom and peace.

He is obedient even to death; he offered himself entirely in trust to the Father, even when the Father seemed to have forsaken him – this strange fruit hanging on the tree. This is the God who goes to hell to bring us to heaven.

We ourselves are stripped of every certainty save that the Son of God is on the tree, thirsting, crying, dying. Day has turned to night. What do we say?

“O God, I love thee, I love thee -
Not for hope of heaven for me
Nor fearing not to love and be
In the everlasting burning.
Thou, thou, my Jesus, after me
Didst reach thine arms out dying,
For my sake sufferedst nails and lance,
Mocked and marr?d countenance,
Sorrows passing number,
Sweat and care and cumber,
Yea and death, and this for me,
And thou couldst see me sinning:
Then I, why should not I love thee,
Jesu, so much in love with me?
Not for heaven’s sake; not to be
Out of hell by loving thee;
Not for any gains I see;
But just the way that thou didst me
I do love and I will love thee;
What must I love thee, Lord, for then?
For being my king and God. Amen.

O Deus Ego Amo Te Gerard Manley Hopkins

O Saviour of the World who by your cross and precious blood have redeemed us…Save us and help us we beseech you O Lord